I believe that maintaining the same look is just as living in one place for your whole life. A great waste.

I’m into changes. I’m into brutal life changing changes. Taking the risk. Being bold. Shocking everyone. Making drastic changes. Cutting people off. Cutting hair off. Changing your life. Changing your look.

I’m 23 and I started over way too many times. There is this beautiful rush of excitement of the unknown I get high on.  I adore the newly built routines I get to live.

With every life change, I get to change how the world views me as well.

I went from naturally brown hair to deep red, to bright long red hair. From there I moved to short red and then to short blond. Short, long, and short again. Blonde, silver to white. More of that in my All of my hairstyles.

All of that is naturally so freaking bad for my hair’s health.

My hair is almost as burned out as I am.

I was a blondie for almost 4 years now and even though I’m gonna miss my Marilyn Monroe resemblance, it’s time to move on. Or sort of move back in this case.

What’s the most annoying about hair color changes is the constant need to fill in. I had enough of that so I’m getting back to my roots, to my natural hair color.

There are two ways I could have done that. Wait for my natural hair to grow out but honestly, who has time for that?

Or dye them for the last final time.

I choose a simple light brown color that somehow caught a reddish shade on my hair.

I guess I’m going in retrospective now.

From blonde back to red and back to brown at last.

Introducing the new me:

It’s like looking at my younger self again. Looks like Natalia from 10 years ago but that girl went through some shit. Even though it still feels super weird when I look at this brunette lady in the mirror, it also feels super freeing. Like the pressure is off my shoulders and I get to look like my true self now. I’m 100% content right now.

Get used to this Natalia cuz she’s staying for a while now.


Life is everchanging and as I know myself this is not the final look of mine. In a couple of months or years, I’ll get the calling for a change again and I’m gonna do it cuz there is literally nothing to lose. It’s just the appearance even though we as a society tend to put way too much of an importance to it.

Dye your hair. Cut it off. Get that tattoo. Pierce that shit. Wear that dress. Change what you’re not 100% on board with. Take the risk. Do whatever. It’s not that big of a deal as we make it out to be.

I don’t even remember every time I changed my hair. I just know that at that moment it was what I wanted so I did it and here we go again. I’m brunette until next time.


  1. ssdbhadra_Royce Kuo
    November 16, 2019 / 3:54 pm

    Good looking

  2. Linda Latt
    November 16, 2019 / 4:27 pm

    Looks good!

  3. November 16, 2019 / 4:31 pm

    Looks like at least three different people in this post.

  4. November 16, 2019 / 8:21 pm

    Hi Natalia, well from my point of view you carry off the new look perfectly! Looks great and I love that you’re rocking a Carrie Fisher/Leia T-shirt too. Have fun with your new you.

  5. November 16, 2019 / 8:42 pm

    I love all of your looks! It’s nice to change it up every now and then! I did the same thing when I was younger and I loved it. Red looks good on you by the way ❤❤😘🌻

  6. Barney Rubble
    November 16, 2019 / 10:50 pm

    Any more films you recommend? Episode 9 for Star Wars still a month away

  7. November 16, 2019 / 11:35 pm

    congrats, I.myself had a.lot.of.changes.with.my.hair, from.very.long.to very short, or from brunette to blonde or.redhead…I think it’s a very good.thing to express yourself in.so.many ways🎀😍

  8. November 17, 2019 / 12:06 am

    You are just beautiful in each hair color! Don’t waste a moment of your precious youth on a bad relationship or job. Do everything your heart’s desires. Because, if you have kids, you’ll be locked into at least 13 years of living for others. Right now, live for you! I’m old so I get to give out unsolicited advice 😀
    PS I had skin like yours. People called it “peaches and cream”. Start wearing SPF50 now! Never tan your face!! Take it from me….pale is wonderful!

  9. November 18, 2019 / 11:52 am

    Think of the long term health of your hair. Less chemicals now means it will last longer later in life. Just something to consider.

  10. November 18, 2019 / 5:26 pm

    Always good to shake things up with a new look! I think the reddish brown suits you perfectly actually.

  11. Amanda(h)
    November 19, 2019 / 3:06 pm

    I’m a big fan of changing my hair too. I’ve always been quite timid, but sometime during uni I just decided to start trying new hair colours and not being worried about being looked at. Luckily for me, my changes take the form of a different braid colour (or other hair extensions) so hair damage is slightly less of a worry.

    I really like your latest look and the thinking behind it too. Sometimes it’s nice to get back to looking like “you”. I’m sure you’ll get used to looking like your past self soon enough. And, when you do change it up again, I’m sure that’ll be brilliant too.

    Great post! Hair is one of those things we can use to express ourselves, and it was nice reading about someone else’s experience with doing that 🙂

    November 29, 2019 / 11:02 am

    You are so…. beautyful.Love you baby.

  13. December 5, 2019 / 5:14 am

    I always change my heart when what I really want to do is change my life (LOL). <3

  14. nattycoifs
    January 6, 2020 / 12:33 pm


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